It'll be alright in the morning.


I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.

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"1) Learn to put on your bracelets and zip up your dresses by yourself. There will be times when you will be alone.
2) Get on a long plane ride. Look out the window. Understand the immensity of our world. Understand your insignificance. Understand your absolute importance.
3) Press the send button. If you don’t say it now, you never will.
4) Do not sneer at happiness or roll your eyes at sadness. Be aware that apathy is not healthy.
5) You are more than the amount of people who want to have sex with you.
6) That pit in your stomach when he doesn’t text you back, it shouldn’t be there. No one should be able to control you like that.
7) Shopping is cathartic. Buy the shoes and deal with one-ply toilet paper for a while.
8) It will get better, but it will never be perfect. Learn to live through the small moments of happiness. When they disappear, remember they will resurface.
9) I promise that cookie will not change anything (except that it will make you smile).
10) Please, please, take care of yourself. You are everything to somebody. You are everything to your self. That alone is enough."
things to remember, -n.m. (via thegirlwithfernweh)
1 day ago with 162,763 notes — via like-denim-fire, © thegirlwithfernweh
#number 5 made me stupidly sad consider i don't want to have sex #and 8

Like I think I have an actual psychological problem. I’ve met him twice and I can’t even remember what his name is, bloody hell

2 days ago


3 days ago

I don’t know why I am so sad. I blame it on my period (sometimes I forget most people don’t find it socially acceptable to talk about periods and have to stop myself mentioning it). But I’ve really had a good couple of nights, yet for some reason I end up sad at the end of the high. I’ve not even been drinking.

Tuesday night I went to the CU meeting and then had dinner at a Linlithgow guy’s house. It was so much fun and we played twister and when the girls played we all ended up wearing a pair of his shorts over whatever we were wearing and they were massive. But then I ran over what I said when I got home and thought some of it was stupid and desperate.

Wednesday I went to the CU grub crawl and enjoyed it so much. I met and talked to some really awesome people, then left it and went to the Union where I chatted to this Paisley guy for ages and really enjoyed myself at the karaoke.

Friday I had my induction and went to the Science Centre, and this is when things really started to go wrong because I did my classic of deciding to fall in love with people just because we had a nice conversation even though I barely knew them. I met a guy at my induction and we got on really well, and there was another guy who I called his last name and he was really sweet. I’m just not used to getting on with people so well, joking and such, that it’s a big deal for me but it’s obviously not for other people and I need to fix the way I look at things. At the science centre there was a guy from my school and his friend; his friend turned out to be really funny and we were total kids running around the exhibits.

Same goes for tonight at the acoustic night. Sat with this guy and laughed a lot about random things. His laugh was just really infectious and we sang to one of the songs (How He Loves Us) and I can’t describe how much I like simple moments like that. But after talking for a while at the end I figured I have a few things to do and I said I’m going. I thought he might walk me home because I rarely do walk home with anyone, but he and the other guy just said bye. And I don’t why I’m so gutted. I just am. Because I see most other students seem to walk home with people and I wonder why I’m incapable of doing that.

3 days ago
#me #uni adventures #so i clearly hate myself and i'm trying to ruin uni for myself like school

5 days ago with 11,199 notes — via greatestvoyagehistoryofplastic, © allthingsshabbyandbeautiful

"We are very good at preparing to live, but not very good at living. We know how to sacrifice ten years for a diploma, and we are willing to work very hard to get a job, a car, a house, and so on. But we have difficulty remembering that we are alive in the present moment, the only moment there is for us to be alive."
Thich Nhat Hanh (via thatkindofwoman)
1 week ago with 21,301 notes — via howling-lights, © psych-facts

I would just quite like to start classes now. I hate always trying to figure out if I should go out (which I should have when it was sunny but I just didn’t feel like it at all) and where my flat mates are and whether I’ve made a terrible first impression. I liked my reputation before and it seems like it’ll be a lot of hard work to get that again and I don’t know how.

Also, I genuinely felt really uncomfortable when Christian Union came round with leaflet yesterday evening and they came in and laughed at it and made fun of it and then started making fun of Christianity. So I know it’s a minority and Christians have done a lot of things that would rightfully give people reasons to make fun, I still felt slightly upset. Because how did I fit into that conversation, “Hey, I’m actually going to go to some of the Christian Union stuff” or “I’m going to church tomorrow actually”.

1 week ago
#always going to make a conscious effort to not make fun of things without actually considering what i'm saying

"It’s one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it’s another to think that yours is the only path."

Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist (via kushandwizdom)

More good vibes here

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