I would just quite like to start classes now. I hate always trying to figure out if I should go out (which I should have when it was sunny but I just didn’t feel like it at all) and where my flat mates are and whether I’ve made a terrible first impression. I liked my reputation before and it seems like it’ll be a lot of hard work to get that again and I don’t know how.
Also, I genuinely felt really uncomfortable when Christian Union came round with leaflet yesterday evening and they came in and laughed at it and made fun of it and then started making fun of Christianity. So I know it’s a minority and Christians have done a lot of things that would rightfully give people reasons to make fun, I still felt slightly upset. Because how did I fit into that conversation, “Hey, I’m actually going to go to some of the Christian Union stuff” or “I’m going to church tomorrow actually”.
I just wanted to say hi and thank you for looking for the bag it was really sweet and you’re actually hella cute why have we talked like once before even though we went to the same school and church for years
I don’t understand how I’ve whittled time away so fast that I’m only a week away from moving out. I’ve been wanting and waiting for this for what feels like so long. But like everything, I feel like trying to back out at the last minute. Suddenly I’m scared. I can’t believe I’m finally facing it now.
I had a very nice evening with my aunt at this service in Aberdeen and they did a talk on angels (ANGELS) and I didn’t know about this Prince of Greece and Prince of Persia demons/devils thing.
Also a guy in third year doing medicine came up to me (my aunt joked it was to chat me up but he was trying to tell me about the christian union cause he thought i was going to aberdeen uni). BUT HE WAS IRISH. THAT WAS THE MAIN THING. And he said even irish folk say they can’t understand but i just wanted to tell him accent was gorgeous